Hope

Totally random. But there's this new girl working part time at our office. For what I understand, she was not offered the job, it was more of an agreement between her boss and my office manager, so arraignments were made, and she now works doing office support a few hours daily. Aside from the fact that I think it was unfair to just impose the change upon her. Now I see her being sent to the kitchen to make coffee for someone. I hope that no matter where I'm at in life, I never acquire the attitude of treating certain people as if they are beneath me, as if I owned their time just because they work for me.

Exhausted and Hungry

Yes that's what I am. I've been all business this week, performing good at work, while dedicating all of the rest of my time to studying and completing assignments. It can get quite frustrating actually, I went to sleep at 4 am last night completing an assignment I thought would be a piece of cake, so yes, I'm exhausted here at work today. I feel bad about L and doggy, because I need to dedicate time for to the 2 live beings that share my life with me and complete it.

But then, I'm hungry. I'm incredibly hungry for a chance and a change. I'm hungry for what I want, it keeps me up at night, completing those assignments, it's fresh in my head when I go to bed. I want this so bad, it feels like an uncontrollable hunger, a need that takes a hold of mostly everything in my life. My eyes are tired, but my heart it's where it belongs. I just hope I can keep calm and sane, while juggling everything in between, and I'm able to cross to the other side triumphant. To achieve one's goals, without damaging or sacrificing the very essential things that matter the most to us... That would be my triumph. That would be life at its best, for that I'm hungry, and happy to have only slept a bit more than 3 hours to face the day... So that I can drag myself one inch today... That's one inch closer on a road where my destination is miles away.